No other option but to suffer in silence. The only physical form of intimacyI know isacts ofphysical violence. I bonded best with rejection becauseit was a dependable alliance. Unwanted and unloved,my only sourceof acceptanceis from the emptiness of a desolate environment. You fall in lovewith the word “no”when you’re asdesperate as I am. I’m starting …

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Abandoned as a child,voids of affectionwere developedin absence of the sourcenecessary for itto get filled. You welcomed mewith open legs,deep down through a portalthat innervated mypathways with instructions on how to heal. Supplied me withan antidote for pain.Its potencyabsorbed through my veinsintegrating the power of creationwith how I feel. I am now worthy of love.Evidence …

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The journey begins.I am welcomedwith celebratory handshakes that allow me to pass. I’m guided through enchanted territories as youdeposit clues to help me navigate the path. Each drip contains molecular componentspotentenough to down regulatetrauma from the past… *Moans* I am healed fromthe depths of youroceandrainingholy water along my staff.

You’re such a woman.Optimized by the thrusts of nature,taking it like a statue being impaledby gusts of wind. Helpless to the sensation,Your only option is to screechsoft echos of pleasurethat resonate with the melodiespounding within. You weather the storm. Holding your groundwhile being turned onby the functions of anatomy,which supply you with the toolsto experience …

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It was more than a temporary embrace. We merged a bond that transcendedthe temporal properties of space. It resembles what we do everyday;Travel the distance back and forthbetween uswhile simultaneously remaining in place. Palms merged, fingers interlaced.Our energy resonatesand reverberatesacross dimensional planes. Haven’t I felt this before?It feels exactly the same. Which is proof that …

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My mind is plagued in moments of temptation. Pictures of you pop-up in my thoughts and startle sensations. You hijack my attention, humbly welcomed–my favorite invasion. I consent to you taking over my land, you have been permanently stationed. Climb onto my roller coaster, this is your seat to ride on. Calling your name while …

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Slow your mind down, Place your thoughts on cruise control. Auto-pilot your brain, seat belt your imagination, prepare to lose control. My tongue touches your flower, She surfs the waves. Rippling saliva throughout your tsunami, Controlling your motor skills, muscles enslaved. I am your weakness, You have no will power once I begin to say …

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